If i was flying i would... use my spread-ed wings of love to protect you, high above. Every moment spend with you, its just like treasure. Your voice, so sweet and fine, lead to a bead of tear.

In a mess i wouldn't want to be in. First things first, i don't have the mood to return to school on Monday. I'm completely feeling like going back to school is just out of the question.Something is really making me feel that without that in my life i feel so lost and i seriously, wholeheartedly, wish it would come back to my side which i know it won't be a dream come true, neither a wish granted. It ended in a sudden. The blood in me boiled at that split second, which wasn't the right timing. Fcuk. I want my life back. I seem to realised that whatever was said to me, was true. I was changing. Good to be true i was, which i still denied numerous times. The guilt in me and the conscience i had, terrible. This freakin few days was hell for me, Lecturing, lecturing.

I don't like it. And that teacher, constantly reporting my results to mum. Thats getting on my freakin crazy nerve. I'll talk to the teacher on monday. Thats the priority for me, my aim for tomorrow. I wanna know why is she doing this to me and what does she gain from doing all this pussy-ing. Righteous doings? Fcuk that la. I wanna take a break from school. I will try talking to my mum about it. Just not really ready to go back to school. School school school..