Freaking sleepless nights. When ever i go to school i cant concentrate and hence have the tendency to just rest my head on the table and rest. Seriously my time is twisted terribly. It is like the first time i have such fatigue's. Never mind. I am having some changes to sleep early so i would not have so many unwelcome problems. Next is about my academic performance which suck big time. Which is normal. I mean expected given my behavior now in school, being restless. I just came back from school. My teacher met up with me and my mum just now to discuss how they could help me have better results, really i am gonna suffer. But after this period of hardship, i think i expect to see good grades for my up and coming major exam in november.  :) I wanna make it to the course i have chosen. I have started just today to make the effort to bring my books back from school and do some revision. Do not doubt me because i am serious now. Somehow after i have seen people suffer not knowing where to go i feel very miserable. If i were to be in their shoes, the feeling wouldn't be very pleasant. Alright gonna bath and start what i got to do and what i pledge to do. Man do honor their words.