This week in school has been a happening week. A friend getting into a whole load of trouble which i do not think it was necessary and it actually could be avoidable. Now his been suspended from attending school and can only be back in school till the O levels. Oh mine.. You would not know how much i will miss you dude. Seriously speaking, you know all this things you do would get you into deep shit, but why would you still do something like that to get yourself suspended just because of a girl in your life? Is it worth your doings dude? I'll be happy if you actually read this because it is all for your own good. Now you can not attend school. What is going to happen to your O's man? I know you actually aint that bad, but it was because you let your anger take over you and now all this happened which is going to affect your future. Hey, you are smart and you know that. At least you are smarter then me in studies. Now who is going to smoke with me in school and accompany me to crap in class and hang around in school with me? Not only me but the whole lot of us. Miss Ruby tried her best dude, tried her freaking best to try to help you not to get suspended. But than for this case, she has no authority already. I may not show you that i am worried for you, but deep inside i am very worried indeed. Worried for your future, and my future. I already am very worried for mine. Me and Ray tried talking to you and giving advice not to misbehave. Today in class, me, ray and yan zhi so called like shout at Mr Chui about not listening to us. We were like protecting you from the comments he gave, and we talked to Miss Ruby on how to get you back to school. That is how much we care for you. So i do not see what is so great about breaking up with her. I got over it when i broke up, i did not go crazy, i accepted the fact but deep inside i was hurt deeply when i broke up. Till now, the fact is i am scared to step into another relationship and you should know that. If i was not scared, i would be with the person i want to be. Jack, there are lots of other better girls outside. Seriously, do not let relationships damage you. A relationship i had already damage mine. But i would not regret that because i had really loved her, we had great times together, went through the toughest time we had together, memories when we were together were very great. I really enjoyed the times when i had her. Although i enjoyed, i failed my N's and had to retake N's again. I did not enjoy that. But now i made it to sec 5, which is a crucial year for me and you. But now, you're in a state of dilemma, confusion and mainly you are still hurt that she wants a break up. I told you umpteen times that it takes two hands to clap. Why not just let her go when you know this relationship would not work out anymore? Just let her go and you can continue your life peacefully. I am enjoying my single life dude, it is not that you need a girl by your side 24/7. It is only sometimes when you are down you will need a shoulder to lean on and talk to sharing your grievances. Just let her go, it seems like she does not even care about you and what you have done for her, like protecting her from other guys, but sometimes you got to be open minded or may be even be more mature to let her communicate with whom she wants to speak to. That does not mean that she likes that guy when she speaks to him what.. Right? If you really love her you should let her be free and be happy. Since you want her to be happy. It is no use clinging on. Even if you lose her, you still got the fun and loving havock group of us. Friends will always be friends, but love would not last forever. I mean as in at this age. We still got lots of stuff to do. To let you know, when i had a relationship i missed out a lot of fun stuff. It is only after the break up that i realise that. Fun like going to clubs with friends and going out drinking without even having the worry of worrying whether be it your girlfriend or mine disturbing. Although you asked me to help you look out for your girlfriend whether she is close to any guys or talking to the guy you dislike, what can you do ? Punching him in the face, breaking his specs would not be the right thing to do nor will it change the problem between you and her. Neither will it benefit you. It is just making the gap between you and her bigger. Sooner or later, no matter what, this relationship just got to be release. I just want to repeat myself, just get this into your head, it is not worth it damaging yourself for a girl. Please.. i've known you for 6 years dude. And you can say that i am closer to you than wei leong or wei jie. I see you everyday, i talk to you everyday, you share your problems with me, you asked me for advice, you hand out in school with me, i help you when you need help and you do the same. I am not gay, but isnt a friend better than a girlfriend? It is like i am almost your girlfriend. Does she understand you better than i do? Anyway we've come out with a cunning plan for you to come back to school. Miss Ruby told us that you needed to come back for counselling and that in order for you to come back, the counsellor gotta see a change in you and than she will approve of you coming back. So the idea is to act like you have change and try to convince her you have change. Than that will do the job. I know you hate that counsellor. So do i man, seriously talk a lot of crap infront of me and her talking can really freak me out. That is no wonder why yan zhi fuck her up in class in her face. I could have done that but i controlled. You should learn how to calm yourself down la, you know life is not fair, so why let it bring you down? Seriously let by gones be by gones. I really want you to come back to school not for my sake but for your own and your mummy. You made her cry 2 days consecutively, and you should know how hurt she was. You even told me you would not want to hurt her again. But you did it again. Actions speak louder than words, i do not mean to lecture you. But as a close friend, i care for you. You weren't like this when i knew you. You could control yourself, but it was after a tragic happen and you changed. I hope you would be back to your fun self bringing laughter and joy. Remembering clearly during sec 1, how much we enjoyed. We would laugh till we tear. Anyway, do change for the better dude. Everyone around you cares.