Monday, April 13, 2009
10:25:00 PM
If i was flying i would... come back and worship you.
I finally found a great sense of belonging. I just had the urge a very sudden urge just to go back to church and praise the lord. Here it was how it started.
During class today, which was quite smooth going for me, my friends were like just starting to talk about church. Than the thought and feeling hit me straight into head,
i felt like i was off the track which i was suppose to be all this while, because i was a Christian. The worse thing was that my friends were not even Christians and they actually
went to attend a Church service. That made me question myself. Why i wasn't going to church all this years after my parents divorce? That was like 3 or 4 years ago. I stopped giving
thanks before my meals, stopped going to Church and etc. I was indeed a complete back slider. Than i slowly realise, eversince i left Church and led my own life, i have really gone off track.
My life wasn't as great, i do not know how to explain that feeling after i stopped going to Church. But i know deep inside me, i need the Lord to lead me through. My life now is seriously
a tumble. I have fallen so many times. Fallen as in making the damn wrong choices in life like smoking, not studying and most importantly not going to Church to worship the Lord, which i
have been doing since i was young. So for a change i'll step right back in to the righteous route. Can not wait to go back to Church this Sat!! WOOOOWW!!