Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sick for the past 2 days..Terribly..
11:22:00 AM
If i was flying i would... just wan to recover and be healthy again
Good grace in the lord's name i feel so terrible for the past 2 days. On Monday, had a meeting with my teacher and my headache hit me already. Went home feeling nausea and than i just bought a new pack of cigs and my mum saw me smoking in front of her own eyes and insisted i pass her the pack of cigs. She threw it away. Shit. Following that, nag nag nag, more stress applied, now i am also grounded from going out till she is happy. I do not know when will be time she will be happy to let me out. Why is it that at this stage of reaching 18, there are so many obstacles to cross? A stepping stone in life? Oh come on how i wish.. But anyway have not smoking for 2 days. Not because i want to quit but because i have bad tummy ache. This has even cause me not to have sufficient sleep. I keep waking up timelessly to go to the toilet to release very watery waste. Sounds disgusting? Its very uncomfortable and at the same time irritating. Imagine while sleeping, count the number of times you have to keep pulling your pants up and down. I have been doing that the whole 2 nights. Thinking back it is actually quite funny. But really, it's very torturing to go through this. What i guess is that i have food poisoning, which made me have indigestion therefore passing out watery waste? DR.Tim shall elaborate more... Ahahaha...Funny... Whatever... No la i think i know the main reason for causing such distress to me, a young boy at such a young age is the rules and regulations which i have to follow and people i have to please through studies. What else is there to say? All i can do is follow this plan, and when i am at the age of having my own freedom i am free. Looks like i do not appreciate the TLC (tender, Loving, Care) that my parentS or should i say PARENT give? It is not exactly that, it is that i do not like being ruled over since i am like going 18. You all should know how it feel when parents becomes a leech on your back clinging onto you. Irritating. Anyway, i just feel so bored that i want to blog, which makes me feel better sharing it and typing it out. For your info my tummy still ache and my head spinning. You spin me right round baby right round.....