Thursday, April 2, 2009
A wrap up
10:30:00 PM
If i was flying i would...do anything to get you back.
Nothing much seriously happen today. I do have to get back onto the right track to kick start where i have left off. I am lacking behind the whole class which seriously makes me worried constantly whether i will pass my O's. This particular year isnt the right year i guess. Many unfortunate problems happen. But what is stopping me from moving on? I do not know, but clearly everything links right down to my attitude in life. Not fore seeing the importance of education in singapore. Surely i cannot take for granted the things i have in life. Comparing myself to others who are less fortunate to be, i am actually quite pampered to be frank. That is what i know. Most of the time i get what i want. Sometimes i am just too materialistic . I want the things other people have and i will get it. Most of the time just by opening my mouth and requesting what i want and in no time its given to me. I can say that i am quite spoiled. Time for a drastic change for myself ever since something happen in my class. Which i should say that it actually woke me up that behaving wildly in class isnt a way to do well in my studies. So fuck myself for being a fool this few months in school. I am having too much fun despite that this is a crucial year for me and a start in life. It is the basic education that i should imply onto myself before hitting into the real world which is a scary world. From advices i heard and tried heeding them, not putting in a single effort in what i do now would really affect me throughout my life. In finance and morals and more. I know how many people are concern for me and that i have made them disappointed in one way or another without even realizing i had actually done so. Its really selfish to do something beyond my imagination. So, in conclusion, its my attitude that decides my life.