What the fuck, today is the day of boredom. Staying home the whole day kills me totally. I have not had this feeling for a long time. A feeling that is unexplainable. It is like i am lost or like have nothing to really do. Listless about the surroundings. 

I actually had to go to church today at expo. I prepared everything, dressed up and went down to wait for the bus. I left the house around 4. The bus came around 4.30 which i knew i would be late already. I actually had the feeling of not going already because i was alone. So the only oblivious thing to do was not to go to church. Haha. Went back home and bath. Boring life right? I know. Played games on my gaming station and just walking around the house blindly. Sounds funny but in fact it really tore me down into pieces. Bored like hell. Had the thought of going all the way to Bukit Panjang to hang out with my friends, but seems too far for me to travel. So i skipped the idea. Had people calling me to go out, but i rejected as i wasn't really into the ideas they had on where they wanted to hangout. Anyway, i'll still wait for calls to where i should go. Maybe i should just revise my chinese, get prepared for the 'O' Level mother tongue paper on monday? 

I'll just re-capped on the stuff i have been doing the whole week.

This whole week is an interesting week. Played soccer everyday after school and had baths in the toilet after soccer, stripping naked with the bunch of us and bathing. Very fun. 

The best highlight of the week was yesterday. After school our normal routine is to proceed to the canteen to meet up. But yesterday, one of our guy's face was really glum and angry. So we asked him what had happen and he said a guy went to talk to his girlfriend, and after that his girlfriend wasnt herself. So raymond jumped over to the guy's table(the guy that said something to our guy's girlfriend) and stared at him. Automatically the rest of us went over and question him what he said to the girl. Mr Yan zhi questioned the guy what he said, and that guy was shaking nervously, and the guy said:" 我要跟你做爱。" Straight away a few punches landed on that guy's face and he bled. He was beaten. Anyway his a malay. He said someone taught him to say that to that girl. Off he went home with a bloody face, a broken spectacle and a uniform with a footprint on his back. Stupid ass. Saying such a thing to a girl. Well deserved punches. Dumb. After everything was over in the canteen we went to play basketball. 

Decided to meet at night to go to Arab street for Shee sha. (spelled wrongly?) Really enjoyed the whole session with them. It's all about that, this whole week of activities. 

For next week programs is Monday 'O' level paper and the rest of the weekdays going back to school for remedial. Saturday Grandpa's birthday celebration at east coast park, and church on saturday. Sunday night clubbing at St.James. Yup thats about it.Let's see what else is installed for me. Hopefully more and more interesting stuff that i could enjoy. Really stress out by school hours. Remedial lasting from early morning 7.30-5 in the evening. Ain't schools caring for their students? I thought so too. But looking at how they torture us and the teachers is incorrigible. Suck suck suck. But i have no other choice but to go back to school for remedial due to my bad results and i just have to work hard and suffer for the next 4 months to pass my 'O's. Wish myself good luck although i do not believe in luck. It's all a enormous load of bullshit.