I have been having thoughts lately on what my future will become. I do not know why such a feeling tingles around me. Confusion and anxiety occurred ever since the June holidays ended. The only thought I have that affects me is the ‘O’s. It is just round the corner. Furthermore, I’m not prepared for it.
I have been concentrating in lessons, but Mathematics the monstrous subject that haunts me. Today, while I was doing a math worksheet, my mind went blank. I forgot the formulas. Scary. I am really worried for the result that will come out next year after my ‘O’s.
Anyway, prefer to change a topic, and not about studies. Really looking forward to the coming long weekend next week! August 9! 7th of august is a Friday, than I have Saturday, Sunday and Monday to relax my mind. I think I need a proper break.
This few days, I’ve been feeling tired. I do not know why too. Maybe too much brain juice has been used. Yea, I so believe myself for saying that. Haha. I have not been out window shopping or like just go chill some where else than in TEBAN. Wtf. Never mind, I just have to do sacrifices for myself in order to achieve what I want, that is to pass and get into a course. After that I can play all I want. Just can’t wait for that time to come. A lot of plans that I have! Exciting sia! Motivational aim to study hard.
I’m slowly cutting down my habit of smoking already. Yea! I have not bought a pack of cigarettes for like 2 weeks? And I only smoke I think maximum 5 stick a day or lesser. Good good. Takes time thought to quit. SAVE money!
Just need to catch more sleep although tomorrow is a late day for me. Only Half an hour of extra sleep. Fuck.