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Saturday, March 20, 2010
I Just Wanna Pour My Feelings Out Here.
1:42:00 AM
If i were to see you, i would... say, life is like that, what to do? Bo pian.

I was tossing from left to right on my bed, just had some thoughts running through my mind. I just can’t seem to erase thoughts I have. When I work, I feel so free and normal, but when it comes to me being alone like bed time, the thoughts all just come barging in. I’m doing this post because I just wanted to share or should I say just wanting to have someone to talk to. Anyway I don’t have in mind who I wanna talk to when it comes to this kinda stuff. Therefore I shall just do it here.

Life has been interesting and fun now, like working, a fun bunch of colleagues, so yea. I’m doing fine right now, earning cash and spending it like nobody’s business. You’ve got to pamper yourself every once in a while yea. I bought quite a few stuff which I think is unnecessary. Vans Takahayashi, PS3, and Vans Red, shirts, t-shirts, Gap hoodie? what else? I forgot. I can’t be bothered on what I bought since it’s unnecessary. More to come I guess?

Mum’s in France, settling down. She’s coming back on the 5th of May. Then going back to France again. I made some plans!!! After my NS, I’ll be heading over there for a few months. Wonderful! Prefer to go alone or with someone I love J Future Girlfriend I suppose? Why am I always talking bout girls? Fuck. I want someone that I can love, but I am afraid to. Hahaha. Dumbass. I love what I’m doing now, at the same time, I want someone that I can share it with. But I do not feel like committing my time to a relationship. Why is it like that? Please someone tell me? What an ass I am. Tsk tsk tsk.

I had 2 days off. Yesterday and today. Home delivery for the past 2 days. Yesterday was Mac delivery, today was Canadian. Had Canadian with my Dad only. All the ladies in the house were either out or not in Singapore. 2 lonely guys at home, Me and Dad.

So both of us ate pizza, had pepsi, calamari, and chicken wings. Like father like son, I’m starting to look like him. OMG! Hahaha. Big tummy, wear specs, walking around in the house with just boxers on. OMG OMG. Luckily we have some things which ain’t common. I’ve got short hair, while he’s is long, my skin is fair while he’s is dark, my eyes are just nice while he’s is big and I wear earrings while he doesn’t. How cool is that? Hahaha. Like father like son. Bo pian.

Oh yes, we watched the same show, ate the same stuff, talked bout the same stuff and what else? I don’t know. No wonder he’s my father. Bo pian. Hahaha. Like father like son. Bo pian. We smoke too. He has quit though, except me. Like father like son. Bo pian. Thank you Lord for a father like him. Hahaha. Bo pian. Life for me is like that. What to do? I’m happy so is my family. Bo pian.

7 more hours to sleep. Bo pian have to sleep. What to do? Like is like that. Work, eat, sleep, shopping. Done. This is what you do for you life. Thanks ah. What to do? Like is like that. Bo pian.